So I was on YouTube at about 3 am last night, as you are, and I was watching an Indieduction to Alex Day for no particular reason. So the video ended and the time came for me to comment saying 'I watched this and this is what I thought about it.' I typed this:
I like everything including country and opera, except screamo music (I don't know how else to describe it) and I'm starting to like it.
Holding on gives me this weird feeling in my chest like my ribcage is being removed. It's nice. It means that song has become part of 'home'. 'Home' is all the songs that I will never forget the lyrics to and will listen to forever. They're 'home' because I move around a lot and music doesn't change. Wow I'm weird.
I decided not to post it because it was too weird but I thought I would share it with anyone who somehow manages to stumble upon these random rambles from the small hours of the morning. I kinda like this comment actually, because I never realised any of it was true until I typed it. I also never really realised how much the 'home' songs can help me wind down and relax. I always used to get really worried because I would sit in my room and think 'I wanna go home' without even thinking about it when I was in my room which is the one place on this planet I should feel at home in. But my home is not a house or a building or a room. It is a playlist on my iPod or a website on this magical thing we call the Internet. And I love it.
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